I don’t know what to do. I’m losing him again, I hate this, and I hate myself. I haven’t felt this terrible in a long time.
Also spelled torque or torq, is a large rigid or at least stiff neck ring in metal, made either as a single piece or from strands twisted together.
Mostly worn by warriors and noblemen/women, the torc was a sign of nobility, high social status and freedom, but also of membership and bravery.